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24 January 2009 @ 05:34 am
..it's because of you i wrote this and posted it..  
it's because of you i am this way.. it's because of you i can't stop thinking about it.. it's because of you these fucked up images stay preserved in my mind, and I don't want them.. it's because of you i can't love.. it's because of you i can't show emotion without feeling pissed after wards.. my whole personality has been based on you.. my whole fucked up world revolves around you.. and i don't know how to disconnect myself from you.. i don't know if i truly want to be away from you.. it's because of you i am so dependent.. it's because of you i am more confused than I've ever been in my entire life..
it's because of you i am writing this hoping.. hoping for who knows what..
Current Mood: crankycranky
jenni2694564 on January 24th, 2009 10:22 pm (UTC)
Hey girly!! Is everything ok? I hope so... I love you and miss you very much...

Love your bestest,
Jenni Fer
girlof90sgirlof90s on January 27th, 2009 08:15 am (UTC)
Heyy.. yeah everything is going okay.. I'm just going insane is all. ha ha. I should check myself in a mental facility..
he he.
I love you too!
and i miss you!
mariposadediosmariposadedios on January 25th, 2009 03:23 am (UTC)
:( I don't know what/who makes you feel this way. But i know i once felt the same way years and years ago and it is no fun.

do i need to beat someone up for making my sis upset? i will totally do it, dudes.

i love you? :)
girlof90sgirlof90s on January 27th, 2009 08:20 am (UTC)
ha ha no i don't need you to beat anyone up for me..
it's not about One specific thing/person, you know?

it's about everything! and everyone.. well, not everyone...
but i just think im going insane! going crazy! i think i might have to check myself into a psychiatric facility or something....

I love you too?
mariposadediosmariposadedios on January 29th, 2009 04:03 am (UTC)
I could beat many things/persons up for you...? hehe

it is okay to be crazy, it makes you sane. or something.

i am sleepy. i hope you are doing well. come visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything happened too fast with only having one surgery and you're supposed to visit!!!!!!!! hehehe